Something came to my mind recently… I thought about it for a long time, and still can’t see the logic behind it. help me with it if you want to share…

What draws the line between being understanding and being a hypocrite?
When one grows up, you are fed with values and virtues through many many life experiences. They teach you how to think in people’s perspective, putting yourself into their shoes. Empathy. However, there comes moments in life, where you just have to question yourself with this: Are you actually trying to follow these “moral values” or are you simply trying to not be yourself, and in a sense, be a hypocrite – someone who does things against his own principle and feeling nothing up his conscience?
Sometimes, you just don’t know how you should react to certain situations…. Because how you react usually reflects on how you feel, how you truly feel. But by trying to blend in with the society and being empathetic, you’re hiding your true intentions in your pocket. Does that makes you a hypocrite?
And being a hypocrite, just sucks. You portray to others a very negative image of yourself, no matter how hard you try to make it looks alright, because it’s NOT. People can read your intentions, and when you’re hiding things from them, they just drift further away from you. They hate the guessing game trying to see the real “you”, and just leave you alone. In no time, you’ll be living on an island.

Nonetheless, here is my point of view. Do what you feel is right, do what you think has to be done. At the end of the day, you shouldn’t even be questioning yourself with these. This is how I feel… How do YOU feel?

It’s been a long time since I was rebellious…

I did today. Wasn’t exactly proud of it, but given the same set of circumstances, I would still do the same. =) without a doubt. It had to be done. A line was drawn, sides are chosen, plans are set in motion. These things can’t be ignored, no matter how hard you try to “overlook”. It’s more like an unspoken rule, where everyone would try to follow, be it good or bad. I rather be someone who have my own set of principles, and reasons behind everything I do. But I’m very apologetic for dragging the non-ghs team to run with me cuz of my decision.

I am a simple guy, with a simple wish : to play the sports. That’s all I want.

To everything that is good, there is bad.

I miss frisbee.

In a match of tug-of-war….

A line is drawn in the middle.
At the first sign of a go-ahead from the ref, players from both sides uses 100% strength. In a game where both sides have equal strength, the center does not move much. Stays in balance.
Few second into the game, exciting. Sides are seen to be exhausted, using only a fraction of their original strength now. The center shifts from side to side, but it doesn’t usually goes over the mark so much so that one side takes the game. It takes more than this.
The game is won usually, when the other party has practically used up like 300% of their energy. The extra 200%, lies in their mental strength.

It’s the same with relationship.

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I’m in the bloody school library now, freaky weather today.
Started raining in the morning around 10 plus,
then ENDED.

Been not studying seriously for the past 1 week or so.
And my exams is in 5 days time…
Frisbee every few days
Study every few hours
Quarrel every few days

I just hope things will get better.

On a lighter note,
I saw this while I was browsing through failblog
(apparently I’m still free enough to do that)

It took my mum a minute to figure out what was wrong with the pic.
Heh.